[martyup]

I am torn apart by this decision by CMAC.

Part of me feels that he is turning his back on the school and the program that allowed him to become a high draft prospect.

Part of me understands his decision to avoid risk of injury so soon before the draft.

Part of me is selfish in wanting to see him one last time lead the Cardinal to victory in a bowl game.

Part of me knows how hard a decision this must have been for him and, in a way, feels sorry for him.

Part of me is pissed off at him for putting himself above his team.

Like I said, I'm torn apart and just sad.

[martyup]

I am torn apart by this decision by CMAC.

Part of me feels that he is turning his back on the school and the program that allowed him to become a high draft prospect.

Part of me understands his decision to avoid risk of injury so soon before the draft.

Part of me is selfish in wanting to see him one last time lead the Cardinal to victory in a bowl game.

Part of me knows how hard a decision this must have been for him and, in a way, feels sorry for him.

Part of me is pissed off at him for putting himself above his team.

Like I said, I'm torn apart and just sad.